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Sorry to hear about you falling off your bike, it happens. I've been trying to say in the past that it would be good if you could meet up with other bikers and go for a little bimble with them or just the one. I think I might have suggested one or two girls forums. Go and have a look at curvyriders.co.uk
If I remember well you're in suffolk, norfolk or something I know someone there who I'm sure is willing to help. Also try gbbikers again. Do you know any other bikers at all? I know it's difficult because you don't feel confident enough to ride with other bikers and don't want to slow them down etc etc I was like that in the beginning and that's why I'm saying it to you. Take up the offers you're getting if you're ready to ask for some help and you will soon see that friendly camaraderie does more than asking technical questions here.

Good luck!