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Go to see your doctor and talk things through with him. The things that you mention are signs of depression, but not all depression means taking drugs. Just talking about how you feel will help, and people can offer valuable advice. I had a really bad spell after the break up of a long term relationship and found that talking things through with a 'life coach' really helped me a lot. Trouble is that they are expensive, luckily my employer paid for mine.