You need a another option, some of us have reached very hard goals and then had to find new ones.
I remember that I cried after successfully lead climbing my first E2 when I was a climbing Instructor, because I was so proud to have completed it. I did have plans to take my climbing further and one day reach MIC, but that fell by the way side when my health failed me.
What I have now though is for the very first time in my life, is a real feeling of peace and of being settled, so goals I have now are more basic and to do with being with my partner. If anything, my goal these days is to spread happiness and kindness when ever I can, to help those who share my passion and spread the love.
Oh hell, I have become a damn hippy! Someone shoot me in the face right now?
