well it happened ive tried to overcome my demons but to no avail
after the trip to give my last respects to hovis i will be selling the bikes and cageing it. i just dont feel right on the bike ,mine or other peoples.
but good news what i get for the bikes will be going on beer for the christmas do
even the momentess effort by the org to get me mobile again (something i shall never forget)
i just cant get myself in the right place to carry on
tbh i think its everything ,the accidents the bike not feeling right, and to be frank the fear on the roads themselves
with cagers pulling out or squeseing you towards the kerb, zero confidance with no enjoyment, biking has become a misson, a challange, like trying to push the rock up the never ending hill, i just dont see the point any more
i know the few on here that know me well will be slightly shocked by my desison, to be fair i am as well but i cant think of any other thing or reason to continue,
so if ya dont mind i'll carry on posting and attending the social events as i have found some great friends here
ps sorry for the epic styley post
dave