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I have read this thread a few times,and wanted to comment, but it's so difficult to know what to say.
I lost my Dad over 15 years ago,he was a massive influence on me, and i loved him dearly.
Whenever i think of him,it's joy mixed with a massive kick in the teeth.
Your sunrise picture is very apt (at least for me) whenever i see the sunrise or sunset i think of him.
Also when i see the sunrise i think of the people i still have with me,which makes me a little happier.
I guess what I'm trying to say is,i know a little bit of your pain,and hope you can deal with it as well as any of us ever do.
Life can be so cruel sometimes.