ever get to the point where you dont know what you want to do?
wood work has always been what i've done, did sign writing and engraving whilst on study leave for me GCSE's (yep exams were important to me

) got bored of that pretty quickly and finally got an apprenticeship in traditional boat building and marine engineering, although i enjoyed it and my place of work (you got properly beasted when you messed but that's the trade and it was really in a lovely place) it was about 30 miles away in lymington and with the bike i had at the time it took me forkin hours to get to and from work, i started looking nearer home for somewhere to continue my apprenticeship but could only get into joinery which is what i did (a big regret i have).
finished my apprenticeship a few months back then got laid off, i have been called back to work on Tuesday but i really really don't want to go and seeing as my time is served im thinking of going elsewhere, i would like to get back into boat building as now i have the means to travel more easily but there's not much call for traditional boat building so thinking of a complete career change.
but would this be considered a waste seeing as I've just spent the past 4 years working to get my trade?
i know this whole recession sh!te is going on but.... im 20, no mortgage, not really and out goings or commitments so i think what the heck