kitkat

sorry to hear your feeling so low sooky. I think it would possibly be best for you to put your bike away for a wee while and concentrate on your kids, they have also lost a parent figure and will be feeling a bit shakey too. A lot of people on here have been thru the wringer as far as relationships are involved and a lot of people will be able to offer you lots of advice etc. This place is like extended family and most people really do care about the other members. keep off the bike, on the forum and Im sure things will start to look brighter in the not too distant future. chin up x