thanks for all your kind replies - I know it could be worse but right now I feel my world has fallen apart - Im terrified of having another one - no one can tell me whether I will or not - its just a case of suck it and see and hope the meds work.
On a brighter note - Im going out to get a bicycle this week - but I dont think Ill be able to keep up with you all unless I put my Scorpion can on it
Lorna x